Its gotten so bad to the point where i think, 'oh well ive leveled so many times before, it would be boring to wait to level up', so i give myself 50 levels and then i get a mod to increase legendary enemy spawns so i can get a good gun. In the beginning when i was discovering new things and learning it was so much fun, but even when i try to 'roll play' i lose interest really quick and never really care about what i should do. I mean ive gone to get cait from the arena probably 10+ times at this point and i just dont fucking care anymore. I like the atmosphere of the game overall but it lacks anything new for me and im unable to really give a shit about the story at all anymore, i know there are story mods but to me it just feels like a mod and not cannon so i feel like they're pointless.
However now that ive played it through, and now that ive played with a ton of mods to the point where vanilla feels kinda bad im unsure what to do. In the beginning i had no idea what i was doing and watched a million freakin videos on it i swear. I think i have around 350 hours in total on f4 and for the most part ive enjoyed it! It was my first fallout game so it took me a while to get used to the engine and knowing how the game really worked.